Small talk with a friend

I’ve forgiven you not loving me
Please forgive me for loving you

Planted tree in my heart
Tore it all apart
It blossomed against all odds
To be killed by your frost

I’ve forgiven you not loving me
Please forgive me for loving you

I can live no more without you
The memories, killing poison
The being that was left of me
Forever lost in hollowed world

I’ve forgiven you not loving me
Please forgive me for loving you

One day we meet again
Climbing heavenly stairs
There is no one to blame
Just oranges lost pairs

There was a time when my heart was so broken that I did not seek anyone to calm my emotions. No girl would heal me, I thought. However there was this song that made a crack in my sealed heart. It is not only about the lyrics, but it is more about the melody itself.

Yes, there was a girl. She was young, naive russian girl who barely spoke English. There was something in her smile and her eyes that made me consider my situation. She was not a beauty but she was passionate and she wanted to listen. I knew that she cannot understand most of what I was saying, but even though she understood my wrecked soul. 

She gave me the lyrics to the song in English so I could understand it more, she even tried to teach me Russian. It was long time ago, but I still see her smile. We haven't meet again and I guess it is good for both of us.

It is my tribute to you M. You will always stay in my heart, however the emotion that was born that summer is securely sealed and never will be set free. 

I hope your marriage is great and your life is as happy as I was that summer...

Moth dance with flame to find some heat
Women have man just for the same treat
When the burn its not their fault
Everyone is guilty, the cruelty of world

Will the moth have a chance to change
Be the fire that turn into eternal flame?
Calm your soul so your heart beat again
You deserve and get the best of the man