Unfaithful II

At first, I want to apologize to all readers that I haven't fulfill my promise. I got sick and couldn't write. I will do my best to reimburse you well.

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Lest time I have written about the second phase of relationship casually named love. I tried to show that loving is more than kissing, touching and making out. It is living together, being each other hope and promise. However, as we all know, it is not always good enough. After passionate start we have to face the real life. It is the test that some pass, other fail. Let's think what happens when there is not enough of love in love. The simplest answer is that we start to look for it elsewhere. This is the source of all kind of affairs or one-night adventures. No matter what psychologists or sociologists would say, it is always the reason. Our relationship is not all we need and get from life.

Unfaithful

Sometime ago my friend found out her husband is cheating on her. A little affair that broke the ice palace they were building together for more than 15 years. Sometimes it is a matter of something missing, sometimes the fire in the heart vanishes. There is no rule why love disappears but every time it is very painful.

Tears in your eyes

There are many ways to bring tears to your eyes. It is not always matter of broken heart or pain in your body.

Small talk with a friend

I’ve forgiven you not loving me
Please forgive me for loving you

Planted tree in my heart
Tore it all apart
It blossomed against all odds
To be killed by your frost

I’ve forgiven you not loving me
Please forgive me for loving you

I can live no more without you
The memories, killing poison
The being that was left of me
Forever lost in hollowed world

I’ve forgiven you not loving me
Please forgive me for loving you

One day we meet again
Climbing heavenly stairs
There is no one to blame
Just oranges lost pairs

There was a time when my heart was so broken that I did not seek anyone to calm my emotions. No girl would heal me, I thought. However there was this song that made a crack in my sealed heart. It is not only about the lyrics, but it is more about the melody itself.

Just one last dance

It was cold December many years ago. She come to me just to say we are going to be together any more. Then she left, closing the four years story with my wooden door.

I wanted to give you so much

There are many ways to show your attraction to a woman. Some of us give flowars, others take their chosen on to the restaurant. There are also man who just care about the dear ones. They simply put the needs of loved one before their own. There is no rule thought, whether it will be good enough.

Dernière danse

At first I was surprised how this song has moved my heart. I am not French speaking but I felt my soul flies up and starts to dance along with the rhythm. The song is not like many others these days. It is rather a fading memory of true music that speaks for civilisation.